Have been going for rehearsal for achievers' day like 3time for this week. all rehearsal ended later then it was suppose to be. I actually didn't really want to dance but drag by sandy to dance. Not only rehearsal. For Tuesday and Wednesday after the rehearsal have to rush to tuition and late for 30min to 1 hour.. The think I hate of rehearsal is, that chang keep do changes give us do. So last min.. Stupid Have been restless the few days.. Occupied this week.. Yesterday was achievers' day. I bought gongcha for my juniors as last performance gift and it cost me $51.60 I wonder if sandy is sharing. I wonder if they really appreciate it? I wanted to use my $ to buy something else.. I owe so many people preset yet I use $ to buy thing for my junior.. Heh. Before performance. We all gather in lawrer? room. It's was okay at first but I was feeling so sleepy and the noise level increase.. So I got fed up. And I don't like the idea of being in room with other cca.. Then the band came. It got worse. They were next to out place we end up moving ourself to another side and we have no chair to sit at all. The idea of being push around. Heh. I don't really care though of s care because she don't like ......... Then we got nothing to do. So I ask sandy if want let them ji the move only, never tell them do the move but sandy ak them do then do lo. I have nothing to do just look at them do the step while I'm frowning because I still feel sleepy.. :X then in the end we've got no mood. At the backstage all have no mood. But I did ask, you all no mood only right? Not nervous? They nod their head. Then when it's gonna be our turn, something went wrong to the PA system I think. Then sown junior thought it's our turn then they went out but come back as well. And lx was angry at them. She has a very bad tempered I realized.then we went out when our turn. I can't see what has happen cause I was inside. Hmm but after the performance they were all in bad mood. Lx scolded them like one kind. I wanted to stop her but I dint. Now thinking back I should have stop her and if she did say me back, she gonna die, I will be scolding her back heh. Hmm after that she order them to stop crying(that reminds me of jane chang scolding people when they cry-.- which me me angry like one kind) am calm down as there are still finale. I see them cry make my heartache and feel like crying. :x why am I so emotional? Then they did what they was told. Then everything okay. We are cheered up, did tde woosh. I guess the other people might think we are crazy moment ago was in a bad mood then cheered up.oh well. While during finale, I actually have the urge to cry because it's the last performance I will be in my life I think. Its the last performance with them. After the whole thing we take picture and stuff. We pack our stuff and then went in to the scolding session again. This time is by ms Lai and lx.. They are long witted. If the juniors really know two are wrong they will defenitlet learn it when we say once. No point keep saying. Anyways some cried as well but this time round I don't feel like caring about the scolding just wanna be dismissed. So after that te school Gonna close then they let us go. Hah. Lol. Went to mac with michl she say wanna chat so I'm okay with it then in the middle of it ask cw come! And she came! However! Both of the two, 3 July birthday baby bully me!! Both of them Using phone and use same finger to use somemore! Hehe. One is my exgf one is my Gf. No wonder they are similar :P Anyway dint really chat alot. After eat michl went back first then I acc cw go toilet and don't feel like going home is crazy that want send her home heh. But dint so went home. Reach home sit in my room's floor using ohiwn for like 1 hour then most people went to sleep then I go bath. Don't wash clothes was too tired? Hmm lie on the bed drying my hair and using phone. Then until I keep dozing off ~ then when hair is not that wet then don't care Le. Use phone but fell asleep so never do until. Woke up at once in morning forget why then sleep back and wake up at 9am plus dad called to ask what I want to eat. I said anything. Then close my eyes, then phone no batt go charge and a few minutes when I went to my bed and close my eyes my alarm rings and shocked me then I'm awake can't sleep back. Wait for dad to be back and go wash up and eat. So full that I took quite a time to finish it. I ate porridge. After that 11am slowly change and go tuition. Waiting boh boh at her House bus stop there and we went tuition together then Simin came followed by sc. Chem tui was QA. It was quite okay when mr Koh teach. :] after that it raining heavily sc went out, Simin went her another tui me and boh boh went home. Was under rain for very short while. I like the coldness of the rain. Reach home eat soemthing the. For awhile wanted to study chem but I end up using phone until I fell asleep. Then my aunt all wake me up to eat dinner. Hate it when t they have to shout all that to wake me up if only they don't so loud and like wake me up softly I might be ok with it. After eat slack in y room with lights off using phone then went to bath and shit then wash the clothes. Went back to room slack the stomachache again went to towing and I laosai... Hehe then I went to room And slack. Aircon is on tonight again. I like. So I'm here typing this long shit. Must make myself do something like studying tomorrow.