Sorry. Sorry that I might have acted weirdly or coldly. But please just let it be. I don't know how I am suppose to react or act. If I did make anyone angry please just forgive me. Maybe you might annoyed by me behaving/acting like this. But I'm trying to do that so I won't get close to people and I'll expect something from them and if I dint get what I wanted to get from them I'll be sad think all sorts of nonsense again. And my expectation is abit unreasonable. So just forgive me. So I can focus on studies and don't care the rest. So I'm like isolating myself from the rest. That's bad. Hmm, I'm just gonna try make myself okay with being alone. :]
if you talk to me, just talk as normal even if I make react weirdly or something.
I just wanna force myself to focus on studies now and nothing else. after Os it'll be like how it used to be, hmm if I remember how to be. Heheh.

Maybe just for a period I'm acting like this. That's possible as well. Hmm will see how I act lo. Hehe.