Somehow I'm writing on blog suddenly. And while was starting, I read Boh's blog ,her older posts, it made me cry a little such a emotional person I am.. *sigh* but i cry because I'm happy, because im glad. im glad i am her very very good friend. And her saying that i was always by her side, am i? i dint know, it just happened without me even thinking what i was doing during last year. Because what happened made me confuse, made me feel hurt. but i don't know who betrayed me but nvm. its over. :] happy that now, i still have San and Boh regardless of everything that had happened. I'm grateful. I tend to go back and feel sad of what had already happened and its over. Stupid me. hehe. so negative.. but i swear I'm better now, better than i was like. ive CHANGED, for the better, stronger than i was. That's all thanks to those passer-by that force their way through me. im glad i know them. that's all for now.

I blog because my mum talked to me I suddenly thought of blog. and just feel like blogging now. And every time I blog I write a lot of nonsense, its just my way of venting.. and I don't think anyone would read since they don't know. Now, I need to vent..mm, not vent, let it out. now, not in a good position.. my mum. All thanks to useless guys. (not saying all guys are) .. long story.. just feel upset that she is in this kind of situation. I am angry at her and yet feel sad.. am i so in a bad luck? just when i move to stay with her, this kind of thing have to happen.. *sigh..* 

nvm, goodnight for now. As I've to work at Expo later on 

2013

New year, new environment~
poly. I'm always scared of new environment. Yet, I'm happy that I'm leaving sec school. Finally. No matter what I don't want to stay in that school anymore. All those bad memories. I want to forget... No,wait.. I want to not remember. I can't forget. Even if it had passed 2 3 years I still remember..

Please don't hurt me.. Especially friends.. Please, I will forgive but I can never forget.. To the verge that if I hated someone... That's it.. It's difficult for me to "unhate"

Going poly, leaving the place where I'm living now. Moving away from people. Taking a permanent break from all of those shits, unfairness, arguments, stupidity!