actually ive write alot of things i think but accidentally press something and the thiing miss to save and its all vanished.. *sigh* sometime its fate. when you do something there will be a responds. it only depeends of it turns out in your way or the other way round.

hmm, maybe people ive feel things when i see something happens and now im saying all this. what will i become?

after all, i decided to not go uss anymore. kinda feel a little bit of frustration. and due to quite a long period without meeting my friends i feel like im a stranger to them. my heart feel nothing at all. even if it was the friend that i always treat her like my close friend. but actually. now that i think reasonably, i think that they are not my close friend, instead they could be my good friend only. as they sometime might not understand me nor do i understand them. and being with them i may feel awkward and speechless. hmm, its like i really got no idea wat to say at all. but on the other hand. being with my clique, especially lyka, they make me feel so at ease that i could joke around! i just realized that when im really really feeling at ease i will joke around with those people. with anything that i think is embarrassing i will be okay when im with them my embarrassment will cool down when they are there with me. and as im not that girly, i might even like play around with them acting a lil girly. >.< those people who i want them to be my close friend cant be my close friend and those people who i treated them like good friend seems more like a close friend to me. ive hope for that when one day something had happen to me and my friend will stand up for me despite the embarrassment they might felt. now i kinda laugh at myself, i seems like so old thinking this stuff when im just 16. im mature? or just as childish to think this stuff?

For whatever would happen to me, i will say things that i think, that i feel here. i will not care if someone would see this and get mad at me or hate me. but this is who i am. and im gradually changing as time passes by. i dont know if ill change to be a bad person or a good person or maybe moderate person.

Actually I know there's no one read the blog but I wan to blog anyways! Maybe I could try to improve my English while blogging.. Hmm, in that case I shall not blog singlish.

Alright shall stopp blogging now. Go bath!

Hmm. Today I woke up at 8am plus even though I slept at 4am plus. Cab to tiong market carrying bags of stuff with mum. Went there to eat breakfast. Mum was feeling well. She vomited and had tummyache and went to the toilet a couple of times. Hope she get well.! Oh!! 5 OF DECEMBER is the day where I get ipad2! And it's white. It's kinda cool. It's like iPhone enlarge but there a lik different. However I think that iPad function better than my phone now. Hehhe. Hmm. Don't plan to jailbreak iPad yet.

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After breakfast I cab back to GM as I need to pack the room so I can move to new house. Reach at about 12am plus and while I was playing iPad I fall asleep and wake up at 2pm plus!
Then I saw lyka's text. Asking me out!! Finally!! Miss her like hell!! Before meeting her, waiting for my oldest bro ex to come meet me and pass me thing. She bought portable. Charger for my phone. ^^ yay! Then she bought some food for ah ma and left in hurry.

Then I rush to meet lyka at redhill. We went to Vigo and watch breaking dawn. Well it's the 2nd time I've watched. We went to eat chiken rice at banquet and walk around Vivo and I was find for a suitable iPad cover. After the movie I went to buy a cover that cost like $89.90 and went to a shop to buy a screen protector and out it as well. Spend about $100 plus. But the cover is so nice!! I mean to me it is. It's in light brown colour and it's leather. Then we went to giant and buy bread for lyka's mum.
So after that we went on and take bus come in separate way.

Hahah while I was on the bus texted lyka something hahha!!
so I reach home about going to 10pm! Though it was just like a few hour to catch a movie I pretty much enjoyed myself with lyka! When I'm with her I feel at ease! I will laugh when I'm with her! And no matter what she is still my very good close friend.
I kinda think that she might be closer to me than I'm closer to the others that I want to be closer. She so sweet. She boughtme chocolate while she went to KL the other time. And the chocolate stated "I miss you" hahha.

Then I went and experiment something. I took out my sim card and put it in iPad and it works perfectly! I mean I can use Internet. But the thing is that I can't text since Im using Internet at iPad.
While now I'm blogging. Since I'm a like bored and I needed go bath soon! So late! Im a lazy bum!

Ciao!! Shall pa k the room later around afternoon.

New blog new life new me new attitude new thinking.

New life

I'm gonna start anew